and who wants to grow up?
ugh. not me.
so to fix this conundrum, i babysit.
tuesdays find me hanging out with little "buds" and "sis".
i get to watch max and ruby and sing along to dora the explorer in the car. and make myself pbj's and drink apple juice. and play outside in the kiddie pool with buckets and shovels.
life just slows down a bit.
and alot of the time i think about what it would be like to be a mom one day.
where will i be living when that happens? will i be overwhelmed? excited? completly scared?
will i have read a bizzilion parenting books or just go by instinct? am i up for the task?
but for now, i am content to just be as i am. and know that if my future does include children, i am getting a heck of alot of practice now.
lil sis just insisted on wearing her winter hat to bed.
how could i say no?
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